Living freely with all my colours
I started to Wonder about my sexuality at around 13 years old, I had always thought that everyone was very attractive? Like everyone whether it was male, female or non-binary i never really cared as long as I liked them.
But at 13 I didn’t know what pansexuality was soo I just thought I was bisexual?
I tried to hide it until I was 16, between 13 and 16 I had been with one girl and was starting to see a non-binary person.
I was so tried of hiding myself from my parents but the thing is that I was SO scared.
I wanted to come out so bad to finally be free and myself, and here in Switzerland they’re pretty nice with the LGBTQ+ community but my family is italian and from where they are it’s not that acceptable..
One day I took my chances and wrote a letter that i left on my mother’s desk and went to school.
At the end of a science class I remember being so nervous to check my phone, but when I did I saw that I had a text from my dad and one from my mom.
I opened them after a little freaking out and they just said that they didnt care and would love me no matter what, and that I’ll always be their babygirl.
And what do you know, today when my mom sees something rainbow she takes a picture and sends it to me which I find very cute.
On the 13th april 2020 it will be my coming out one year anniversary and wow.
Life is so much happier when you’re authentic to yourself.
I am very thankful to be in a very accepting space, whether it’s ALL my friends or my family, I know I am very lucky.
I am so thankful to be able to live the life I live and love who I want to love. But i probably wouldn’t have had the strength of coming out if i had not seen such good LGBT representation, like Waverly and Nicole and others..
I am out and free and I wish you all, reading this, to be happy and don’t forget that you do not owe anyone a coming out. Only do it if you feel like you are safe.
Take care of yourself. I’m proud of you.